Tuesday, January 23, 2007

I don't know what to say anymore, this will be the last day for the both of us fer the first time. This time it's diff, i love her then i love all my other ex. She's just so special, i really wanted to hug her. But looks like i failed to give her what she wanted. What kind of guy am i? I don' have the heart to say goodbye, its simply because i love her so much. I can't believe she's gone just like that. I guess all the other days in school won't be the same again huh? Thankiew Farah for giving me the medicine for my throat. She said that she will be eating a medicine that will put her to sleep. I just hope she will see me in her sleep. Waiting for her to call me, bored at the same time thinking about her. It's like i'm feeling so single after tomorrow. My lastw wishes to her was to lemme smoke and you know what.

Thinking about this stuffs has really made me spin around in circles. Brought home maths homework and SS. I'm thinking of doing it later. I haven't even drink a cup of water when i reached home. Hahas, yea i guess the feeling of l o s s have already reacted in my body.

To Farah, my only one

You're graceful, your graceful down around me in my eyes. You're lovely, your love leaves. So easily in my eyes. Another day left waiting alone in my room with some calls from you. So i call you up but you let down, falling down on everyone except yourself. I thought that this would never end things were so close but they fell through. High hopes of problems never failed but for sometimes we kept thinking are the best. Another day left crying, with you not in my room with nothing left to do. You say that it's not right, you said it's time for us to go. I'm standing still annoyed with no one around. No matter what i'll still be there.

1/23/2007 05:20:00 PM; i wan to jump frm lvl 15, n see if landed properly

the kid.

Huzairul / iRul
*- school: Yuan Ching Sec
*- b'dae: 01 Jan 1992
*- status: Bassist/Guitarist

my <3.
*- .my Dearest
*- .the Four Brothers & Elfy
*- .my Brothers of YCs
*- .my KC's
*- .the 4o2's
*- .my Family & Cousins
*- .Chocolates

my HATES.
*- .BackStabbers
*- .being SLAVED by RICH PEOPLE
*- .Liars
*- .Hypocrites
*- .those who JUDGE me
*- .SKINHEADS & CULTURES
*- .SonawaB*tch
*- .Being LEFT OUT

MY WISHES.
*- .get my Electric Guitar this year
*- .be a good Bassist/Guitarist
*- .hab a good YEAR
*- .be Eighteen years old NOW!
*- .laptop.=
*- .PARKOUR from my house LVL 2
*- .STOP SMOKING
*- .PSP

getFCUKEDhere.

SONGSinmyHEAD.

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