Sunday, September 10, 2006

Feeling kinda down rite now and i dunnoe if i gt mood for school 2mrw uhh. My grandma & my maid left my house for Elfy at around 8pm. Well she cried when she wanted to leave. I wanted to but i controlled it. Aqib and Husna also miss them even for awhile but i think she's not coming back to stay here. She told me that she realli wanted me to be a good brother to my siblings because i've got to take care of them rite now. Yea, some ppl happy because no eldely that's watching you. But i realli feel like crying now. I realli feel sorry cause i was rude to her all the times but i realli didn't mean it and now i got no way to say sorry cause she's no longer here.

Not only that i can't disturb the maid animore she is so kind. I'll surely miss grandma's cooking cause she cooks the best!!. I never wanted this to happen and now i got no one to turn to. Will miss her jokes. I promised myself that i'll change and be good. Must stick to all my promises. Well i think Elfy's happy rote now cause he got her. I got no other topics but all about my grandma. I dunnoe why but i suddenly miss her so badly but i done lots of sins to here. Ya Allah, ampunilah dosa hamba mu yang ini ya Allah. Ya Allah sisirkanlah syaitan dan iblis dari nenek ku ya Allah. Ya Allah, panjang kanlah umur nenek ku ya Allah!!. I realli mean it.

And i got no mood to make silly jokes no more and i think i'm not gonna waste my time going to town to lepak but i'll go wif Elfy to the National Library to study. If 2mrw i never talk i hope you all noe how does it feel to be in my shoe. For now i got no mood.

So Long~Sob sob

9/10/2006 09:03:00 PM; i wan to jump frm lvl 15, n see if landed properly

the kid.

Huzairul / iRul
*- school: Yuan Ching Sec
*- b'dae: 01 Jan 1992
*- status: Bassist/Guitarist

my <3.
*- .my Dearest
*- .the Four Brothers & Elfy
*- .my Brothers of YCs
*- .my KC's
*- .the 4o2's
*- .my Family & Cousins
*- .Chocolates

my HATES.
*- .BackStabbers
*- .being SLAVED by RICH PEOPLE
*- .Liars
*- .Hypocrites
*- .those who JUDGE me
*- .SKINHEADS & CULTURES
*- .SonawaB*tch
*- .Being LEFT OUT

MY WISHES.
*- .get my Electric Guitar this year
*- .be a good Bassist/Guitarist
*- .hab a good YEAR
*- .be Eighteen years old NOW!
*- .laptop.=
*- .PARKOUR from my house LVL 2
*- .STOP SMOKING
*- .PSP

getFCUKEDhere.

SONGSinmyHEAD.

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